Cliche as it may sound- 2008 has flown by so fast, it’s almost like it couldn’t stand to be around. However, though it came and went like the wind, it left scar tissues deep enough for humans to double up in pain for days, months and years to come!
From the hurricanes and earthquakes to the never-ending terrorist attacks, it seems like Mother Nature and Human Beings are head to head in a petty war that is quickly bloodying and destructing the homes we sleep in and the souls that live within us.
For me, it’s been a whirlwind of decision making and activity. Having left Toronto, during the summer, after making it my home of five years- I still feel an ache in my heart that Dubai, my ‘home’ of almost 23 years, has not been able to soothe.
Complain as I might, the truth is, I was completely sane when I bought my one-way plane ticket to the desert.Being back for five months now,I’m still getting used to the grains of sand that carry, with it – bureaucracy that borderlines insanity, a society that, from appearance, only sees itself staring back through the mirror and a slow rising culture that rings hollow.
Though, I do believe that U.A.E has given it’s residents a platform to become and succeed , Dubai’s glitz and glamor, well deserved to those who have the conscience to understand that they truly and rightfully deserve it- almost makes me slip into an oblivious denial about the darker, not so shiny, side.
Sipping on a smoothie, soaking up Decembers warmth while reading a book, at a cafe in Dubai Marina- I find myself being pulled into a world where reality barely skims past the rays that are coloring my skin.
I forget that far away, in places like Darfur, the suffering and pain has reached levels that cannot even be imagined. I forget that without activists and support groups, who continually stand up for injustice and forever are trying to evoke a sense of responsibility in us , the extreme cruelty acted upon against women and children in various parts of the world, evades me.And as I write this- I struggle with knowing that I forget the many who have been tortured or have had their lives stolen from them for creating magic with their words.
Tucked away in Dubai’s ‘safe’ haven- I forget.
My senses were jolted while sipping on a glass of Asti Martini, at a friends place for Christmas.
A few of us were talking about a cafe that I am opening with my cousin. One of the partakers decided to take charge of the conversation and suggest that I hire “Indian and Filipino laborers” to serve at the cafe since they are “cheap” and will help us “make money” for very little in return. Who cares about their dreams and their hopeful achievements, right? Slave labor is obviously the way to go.
In response to my indignation he stated that I wasn’t opening “a charity house but a business”.
In the the race to finish first, as long as we’re ensuring our wealth and safety along the way, it doesn’t matter who we crush and exploit, because they don’t deserve to run along us, they’re just there to carry our load and lighten our burden.
Where is the ‘us’, the ‘we’? How long before we realize that the ‘I’ and the ‘me’ are so far isolated that it won’t be long until they snap and are driven to levels of insanity that will cease to have a point of return?